Prayer....watch it

I can't believe I don't see the things right in front of me when God answers my prayers. Like the mini van, for instance. The paer work being lost, no car in the future....and I rebuke God....."sure..another road block you throw up in front of us"...then we get the minivan back RIGHT before they close.....I suck and God knows it. I need to open my eyes to what is in front of me and be forever grateful for it. God also knows that. Get over myself. I hate being human sometimes. But then that would be to hate God.....rock and a hard place.